Monday, September 25, 2006
if only life is like nowadays... i mean weekends.. peaceful.. sunny sundays.. listening to jazz songs.. enjoying my life.. no worries.. at night go pubbing with buddies.. yea.. hahs.. and another side.. im starting to doubt myself.. sometimes.. if its nt possible.. clinging on and hurting either ownself or other isnt gd.. lol.. maybe god wants me to really feel what's loneliness.. den one day.. i will learn to appreciate ppl beside me.. tht day.. sort of a small quarrel with my bud.. den went to slp.. tht night.. couldnt slp.. keep thinking bout e quarrel.. hahs.. den around sunrise.. i finally gave myself a smile.. and went to slp peacefully.. reason : i wouldnt think so much if he wasnt such a gd buddy.. so.. upon tht small quarrel.. i gained something.. i learned that.. i was DAMNED lucky to have da 5 buddies with me.. that night.. i suddenly was damned afraid to lose a fren.. and yea.. damned afraid.. lol.. and e pessimistic side came when i tot of tht.. like nxt time see each other dun talk.. or even hate each other.. blabla.. but well.. in e end... things turned out nt as bad.. thru it.. i learned a valuable lesson.. lesson to cherish.. =) afterall.. we are XILLERS... wahahahaha.. and btw.. we will soon be called.. 6 Fishermans -.- hehehe
What a feeling!
